tears and fears

I think Courtney, is going to end up staying with Corey. That's cool and all, but she is not going to get anything back. Yeah we may be a little crowded here, but she will have help to take care of the baby, so she can get some school work done.
But she isn't expected to move out here or live in this crowded house, mom and I just think it will be better for her. She will be away from Corey, which will suck.... but... she will aslo have help. Mom and I have come to an agreement that Courtney and the baby will have their own room so they will have breathing space.
This place is little, but it is comfey and feels more like home, and when we clean it it actually looks clean.
Next Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday all of us are going camping with Critters, except Courtney. Which is a total bummer. But it will be Me, Hannah, Gracie, Adam,
Jerm, Jon Jon, Critters, her sister and her sisters two kids. Mom, Jon, and Rowan are coming either Tuesday evening when jon gets off work or Wednesday morning. And then we are al going home Thursday.
Thursday is Tony's birthday. I will be staying at his house Thursday, Friday, and Saturday night and I will be going home Sunday.
So, Thursday I am cooking Tony dinner and baking him a cake... It'll be so much fun.

So, my mom and Jon went and looked at the place in Camden today. She said it is tiny, but the bills will be very small. So, that is good. Sides mom said it's just a place to get back on our feet pretty much. We start to clean it up on Friday. So, everything is working out, despite what ever one elese said. This just proved a lot of people wrong. What?!? lol.

Tony and I are doing great ;) actually we are doing better. Which is good.

People are truely amazing. I have amazed myself alot here lately.

Why does no one think my sister has choices. Just because she is pregnant that doesn't mean she lost her ability to make her own choices. She is her own person, meaning no matter how tough the situation is there is always choices and always alternatives. You people need to quit ripping on her an her boyfriend. I am serious they are handling this very well. They also have more control over this then people think, actually they have more control over this then I honestly believed they would have. Which is quite good.

Also, who ever it is that is sending my mom's friends email grow up. I mean honestly... What the fuck has she done to you? You all are making her seem like such a bad person, and she is not. But do you really think you are that good of a person yourself? It is quite shameful that you would go to such an extent to make her life miserable. Keep in mind that when you do that you are also hurting all six of us kids, as well as the other venders.

Oh Tony and I are doing good. Which is good. I am quite suprised. We are both under so much stress from everything that has been going on.

Oh I am starting over. I have deleted all of my old enteries and I am now starting it all over. I have gotten rid of most of the drama in my life and I plan to get rid of the rest and keep it that way
The majority of the people have finally got it through their heads that I don't care what they tell me about Tony. I won't believe. There have too many lies told to me. And after all Tony and I have been through it seems like he is the only person I can trust. There is a few select people. I don't have to say who they are, because they know who they are.
I think I have wised up a little. I am not playing along with any of the little kiddy games these little girls want me to play. Them and their lies...
The only person that is still creating problems is this little Jessica girl. She is 14 and is "inlove" with Tony. SHe has been carrying on with this for a little over a year. She will call fifty times in a row and leave a load of texts and then she will disappear for a little bit and it will start all over again. *sigh* Oh well...
Tony and I are doing pretty good. Actually really good. It is almost a mine and Tony's year and a half. Yay!
Well I am going now
Tootles.